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Post by `elizabeth rose ;; on Apr 7, 2010 11:42:58 GMT
7th November 2010
For the first time since September I actually miss my family, especially Jake. I miss going outside with him, having a laugh, our long conversations, creating a bit of trouble sometimes... I even miss it when he calls me shorty and I hate being called shorty. I don't know why I suddenly miss them all after two months, maybe it's just because I've finally found the time to stop and think about them, I don't know. I wonder what they've all been doing? Jake must be way too busy to call at all right now, Leah and Mia... I don't know. My Mum and Dad.. God knows.. Do they ever wonder how I am, because I haven't got a call, a text, an email or anything in weeks. Maybe I'm freaking out a little bit, maybe I should give them a little longer. I can't be the one to go running back all the time.
Until then, we'll just have to see
-- Lizzy ♥
I closed my diary quietly and tucked it under the cushion that was next to me, just so nobody would think I was spilling out my inner emotions.. Which I was, but I didn't want anyone to know. That diary was for my eyes, and my eyes only. I sat on the sofa, alone in the common room, waiting for something to happen. Not really caring that much, I looked up at the clock which told me it was ten twenty-five at night, and it was Friday. I couldn't think of anyone who would be wondering around right now. Most people would either be out in the city, sleeping or chilling out in their dorms or.. That's it, I can't think of anything else. I strictly forbade myself to go out alone at night anymore, not after I kinda-almost-did get raped by more than three men. If it wasn't for Jay, and his team slash friends, I don't know where I would be now. Nobody knew about this but me, Jay, and the others. I kept it quiet.
The only sounds in the room were me breathing, and the clock ticking slowly. I didn't want to think about my family anymore, or what happened a few nights ago so I just stared into space, slightly irritated by the clock's echoed ticks. I silently asked myself if I wanted to go back to my dorm and have an early night. Part of me said yes, but then the other part of me said I wasn't tired, and there was no way I could get to sleep with all of these things on my mind. I was just about to get up and go, when I heard the door behind me open and close.
Hello? I called without turning around.
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Post by */ virgil kristos on Apr 7, 2010 13:56:44 GMT
{ it's a good life } { so why y'all trippin' } { the good life slippin' away } - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - virgil kristos's bright blue eyes were darkened by the fact that his dog had decided to escape his dormitory and run off to the 'quiet' lake. yeah, he was pretty quiet when a lot of 'relaxing' people gathered around and then started talking. the blonde stifled a yawn as he whistled loudly for the waterdog, before letting out a low growl, causing the labrador to leap out of the water and trot towards him. "good boy," he whispered, crouching down and ruffling the canine's ears before hugging the dog, not caring about the fact that his dog was soaking wet. after a moment virgil pulled away and made a sudden face as the dog swiped his soft and slobbery tongue across the twelve year old's face. "time to give you a shower and dry you off, i think... unless you want to slobber all over tetsuya?" virgil grinned a bright grin at zale before he stood up, "come on then,"
with his dog by his side, virgil opened the door that led into the common room, and, not expecting that anyone was going to be in there, let out a quiet, "whoaa, person." as his eyes adjusted to the lighting in the room, turning a dull turquoise colour as well. he blinked, suddenly recognizing the blonde female on the sofa as elizabeth rose. virgil stood up straighter, smiling a bit as he said, "hey liz-zaaayy." as always there was a cheerful tone to his voice, though it was a bit dulled by the fact that his golden lab had decided to trot over to the other year eight and sit in front of her on the floor, head cocked to the side. the regular sighed as he went over by lizzy, as always noticing the girl's beauty that had made her part of the elites. he, he was just a simple greek regular. he didn't really fit into any other clique, so...
"how're you, liz?" he asked, cocking his head to the side in the same exact manner as his dog, eyes fixed on the other blonde's face while ignoring the fact that she was wearing pink, a colour that virgil wasn't too fond of. at least he didn't have an obsessive hatred over the colour like he did with bats. or rather, baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaats. zeus knows how much tetsuya, his roommate, has heard virgil say "baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaats" with an angry frown on his face whenever a bat popped up on a video game.
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Post by `elizabeth rose ;; on Apr 7, 2010 15:27:48 GMT
I'm sure he just said whoaa, person, but I wasn't sure so I didn't make a comment. I turned my head and smiled at him when he said hey, trying to make myself sound as happy as I could, I decided to say hey too. Hey, Viiiiiiiiirgil. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw movement, so I turned back to the way I was before to see a really cute labrador sat on the floor in front of me. After saying 'aww' I stroked the golden dog behind his ears, going down to his neck, then his shoulders, Heyy... I looked up, and then turned to Virgil, What's his name?
I kept stroking his dog's shoulders as Virgil walked towards me, I hadn't really spoken to Virgil all that much out of classes, but I knew I liked him. There was nothing to hate, I mean, he's nice, hyper, cheerful.. And I admit it, I do think he's hot. Most of the time, I did well hiding my mini-crush on him, and I hate the fact that some people think elites have to have crushes on jocks, because it's not right, really. To me, the cliques in the school meant absolutely nothing, and they're just something that some randomer made up to make some people feel great about themselves and then for others, make their life miserable, take down their confidence and shatter their self-esteem. It's stupid, really. The person who came up with cliques deserves to get shot.
Oh, I'm fine, I answered his latest question, my voice lighting up without me having to put the effort into it this time, what about you?
I was well aware that my diary was still really close by me, and I was silently praying he wouldn't find it and look inside it. No, my diary didn't have a stupid little padlock on with the tiny easy-to-lose-if-you-don't-keep-it-right-next-to-you key. The best thing for me to do, would be to act like it's not there, and concentrate on Virgil, so he hopefully wouldn't guess I was hiding something from him.
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Post by */ virgil kristos on Apr 8, 2010 15:08:03 GMT
{ it's a good life } { so why y'all trippin' } { the good life slippin' away } - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - sure, he wasn't smart, but he was smart enough to hear a saddened tone to the supposedly fake cheerful voice of elizabeth. the blonde shrugged it away and continued towards lizzy as she asked what the lab's name was. "he's called zale," he answered, taking note of the canine's happy look and lolling tongue, so virgil smiled a bit as he said, "he quite likes you." upon which the dog let out a quiet bark of agreement. the blonde proceeded to ask how the elite, considering the slightly sad tone to her voice, but for some reason her voice had brightened, to which a smile flickered across the canine whisperer's face. "i'm good as well," he said, twisting around and sitting on the sofa near the other year eight, pulling his legs up and crossing them. on sofas he found it easier to sit cross legged... with a nice can of soda.
"i'm so tired of schoolll... y'know the blonde guy who sung at the halloween dance thing? the one who was wearing a hat... and a waistcoat thingg... the gay jock. blonde one, not the black haired one," virgil said, losing his train of thought and rambling a little. he blinked, mentally slapping himself, "yeah, anyway. keith, i think his name is, 'pparently he's on drugs, hence the screwed up voice." random facts for the win! the blonde male let a silly smile come on his face at that random fact thing, but there wasn't anything to talk about, so...
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Post by `elizabeth rose ;; on Apr 8, 2010 18:43:34 GMT
Zale? My voice rising at the end, like it does when you ask a question, Nice! I looked down at the cute labrador, who's tongue was hanging out, he was just as happy as his owner. Perfect match, y'know? I looked at the other year eight as he spoke again, telling me Zale quite liked me, and strangely, to me, the dog seemed to bark in agreement. I blinked, and then laughed, I like him too, he's sooo cute!
I didn't like dogs, especially rottweilers. The only reason being was because when I was younger, one of them (a huge one, too) jumped over the fence, attacked, and almost killed me. I'm very scared of dogs, and I usually keep my distance, after being in hospital in pain for days. This was weird though, because I actually really did like Virgil's dog, Zale. Mainly because right from the moment he got here I knew he was a friendly dog, and not one that was going to bite at me or bark furiously. I say mainly, because the other thing was that Virgil was with me, and that really calmed me down. I felt unusually safe. But yes, now, I could be on my own with Zale, no problem, any other dog... No. I'd probably run away and hide from it.
I have a pet, a kitten called Tabby. She loves attention, she purrs non-stop (even when she's sleeping), and she never bites or scratches people. She's a really nice cat. Jake has Tabby's brother, which he named Tom (yes, very creative {sarcasm} .. Though I can't really say much since I named my cat Tabby), and Mia has Tabby's sister, which she named Bonnie. We got our pets just before we were separated, probably just for the company when we were on our own. To me, Tabby was great company, and I spoil her like crazy. I left her in my dorm, because she was sleeping. The other day she decided to go runabout, it took me hours to find her, but I did, so we were okay in the end.
Good. I nodded, in response to his 'I'm good as well' comment.
There was a short pause in talking, while Virgil folded his legs, and then he totally got my full attention when he started talking talking about someone. Yeah, kinda mean to that person, but it's always good to listen to some gossip, right? I thought back to the dance, picturing the guy Virgil described as the gay jock. Then he said a name. Keith. WHOA, drugs!? My mouth fell open. I'd noticed the jock's voice was a little off, but drugs? In my head, I glared, but physically, my eyes were wide open. I honestly didn't understand why people took drugs, it's not gonna make you rich, popular, or whatever. It's just.. Retarded. Stupid.
Omigod, really?! I gasped, then I thought to myself, Who told Virgil?, then I answered my own thoughts, Does it really matter?, I wondered what else to say, and then spoke, That's stupid, why should a jock, I overemphasized the word 'jock', have to take drugs, I mean seriously, what for?
I then had a sudden flashback to my first hour of being at Sonnisle. I remembered sitting in a circle of trees on a bench, eating an apple, and then when I looked up, I saw the blonde jock looking at nothing, completely frozen, and obviously scared of something, even though there was nothing there. I hadn't really paid attention to it at all until now. It linked up really, if he was on drugs, he'd be seeing or hearing things, wouldn't he?
I blinked over and over until I could see the other year eight again.
... I just remembered, when I first got here, I was sat in the park on my own, and when I looked up I saw Keith, and he was staring, obviously scared, at nothing. And you see things when you're on drugs, right..? It's kinda odd, but it does link up. I shrugged, wondering what he would say to that, and then I shifted, my eyes flickered to Zale, and then back to Virgil. ... I love gossip, unless it's about me.
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Post by */ virgil kristos on Apr 9, 2010 17:46:50 GMT
{ it's a good life } { so why y'all trippin' } { the good life slippin' away } - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "ohmigod, really?!"
elizabeth had exclaimed, to which the blonde male nodded and sat back against the sofa, crossing his arms. in his own head he was wondering why the older student was on drugs, but, eh, some people were pressurized into taking the vile things. a frown had slipped his way onto his face as he made plans to go star reading in the middle of the night again, though he would have to be careful of the teachers on patrol duty at night. last time he went star gazing he was caught by the secretary, leonhardt jones [who had, strangely, a gash on his cheek] and that was his first warning. yeah, two more warnings and that would be a detention, or expelled, but virgil somehow knew he wouldn't be getting a detention anytime soon. when lizzy had asked a question, virgil half jumped and looked back at the pretty year eight, a small confused look on his face as he shrugged in answer to her question.
a few moments later, virgil noticed the elite blinking over and over again. he cocked his head to the side, now green eyes flickering back to his dog before back to the female, who had just started speaking. "... I just remembered, when I first got here, I was sat in the park on my own, and when I looked up I saw Keith, and he was staring, obviously scared, at nothing. And you see things when you're on drugs, right..? It's kinda odd, but it does link up." the male frowned, then remembered what he read on the internet some time ago. "yeah, apparently you do hallucinate when you're on drugs, but it really depends on what sort of drug it is," he yawned, putting a hand over his mouth as he shrugged again. then he heard a voice from the stairs, and the canine whisperer freaked out mentally as his vision flicked over to the stairs that lead up to the dormitories.
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Post by */ keith gray on Apr 9, 2010 18:02:58 GMT
{ so what if you can see } { the darkest side of me } { no one will ever change this animal i have become } - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - his bright purple eyes were narrowed as he slipped down the stairs silently, voices in the common room floating to his ears. he stopped once at the bottom of the stairs, keeping very still in the mild darkness as he listened in on them. they're talking about me, and drugs... they aren't drugs... the jock growled to himself lightly and mentally, leaning back against the wall with his arms crossed. he was wearing black trousers, with a dark grey shirt on, rolled up to the elbows, as well as the first couple of buttons undone. he felt way too lazy to properly get dressed, and his eyes flickered back up the stairs, wondering if his boyfriend would wake up and find he wasn't there. he mutely sighed, running his fingers along the pale skin [almost ghostly pale in the dark] of his arm as he started speaking when the blonde year... eight yawned then shrugged.
"you are right. you do see things when you're on drugs," his voice was cool and calm though it had a barely noticeable rough edge to it. the roughness always went up when he was singing. "i am o- lizzy?" keith pulled away from the wall as he suddenly recognized the elite from the start of the school year. "i didn't think she was one who would stay up this late," the male quietly and softly muttered to himself, eyes half closed as they flickered to the side when the jock saw something move. he froze up, noticeable tenseness in his body but he wildly shook the sudden darkened thoughts away, his eyes suddenly going blue.
"y-yeah... you see things when you're on drugs. i said that already didn't i?" a quiet nervous laugh escaped keith before he turned his head suddenly, a look of fear on his face before he slowly forced his gaze away and back to the year eights as he quietly whispered, "the damned shadows are dancing again." as soon as he said that, he heard a low growl from up the stairs and looked up them, seeing his own dog, cecil, a siberian husky, trotting down them and sitting on his master's feet. he blinked, suddenly feeling a great amount of serenity as his clouded mind cleared up. "i'm not on drugs, if you wanted to know..." they certainly wouldn't believe him. even his dog rolled his eyes a bit though cecil knew that keith wasn't on them. no, keith was on painkillers.
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Post by `elizabeth rose ;; on Apr 11, 2010 17:06:10 GMT
My eyes were completely focused on Virgil now, and I pushed that little flashback away, ignoring the regular's confused expression. I'm not weird, that doesn't usually happen.. At least I don't think I'm weird. Anyway, I didn't even think that Keith could be watching us from the shadows, I didn't think he would suddenly walk in on us, or anything like that. I thought he'd be either in his dorm with his boyfriend, Matthew, or outside somewhere doing.. Something. I didn't know Keith all that well, we'd only ever spoken once, but we got on well enough. I nodded to Virgil as he answered me again, eyes drifting back to Zale for a few seconds. I smiled at him and said, Well, whatever he's taking, it's his own fault when he dies.
Just as I said that, I looked up at Virgil, and noticed he looked a little bit tense now. I froze, guessing Keith was behind us, and mentally slapped myself. Great time to say that, Lizzy, well done. I said to myself sarcastically. I squeezed my eyes shut for a second, and slowly turned around to look at the jock who had just spoken. What I said just then probably made a massive crack in our tiny relationship. How much had he heard, anyway? I daren't ask. Not now, anyway, maybe some other time. His tone was cool, and calm, but I guessed he was either angry or annoyed at us, and if he was taking drugs, he might even be freaking out silently.
I am o- Lizzy?
I blinked.
I didn't think she was one who would stay up this late.
I blinked again, and then shifted. He said that rather quietly, mostly to himself, but due to good hearing, I decided to comment.
I stay up late a lot of the time.
My voice was quiet. Shy. But it was the truth. A few nights ago, at midnight, I ran outside, feeling hyper and danced all the way to the park, where I almost-kinda-did get raped, and got saved by Jay. In fact, it's rare that I have early nights, unless something important is happening, or I'm so tired I could pass out, I stay up late. The night makes my happy, the darkness fills me with excitement.
When Keith repeated himself I pulled a 'wtf' face. His nervous laugh told me he was trying to hide something, I wasn't going to believe that he wasn't on drugs. I noticed he suddenly went tense, and I flinched when he wildly shook. If this guy wasn't on drugs, and he was acting this weird, he must have something seriously wrong with him. I'm sorry, but this isn't normal human behavior. He scared me a little bit when he said 'the damned shadows are dancing again'. What shadows? There are no shadows--
Keith, there are no shadows. I told him flatly, looking straight into his blue eyes. I didn't know they had changed colour.
I looked at Virgil then thinking, what is he talking about? and then turned my attention back to Keith when he said, I'm not on drugs, if you wanted to know...
Like I believe that. Like I believe that for one second. Liar. I wanted to say that out loud.. ..But I honestly daren't move. I didn't say anything.
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Post by */ virgil kristos on Apr 14, 2010 18:40:09 GMT
{ it's a good life } { so why y'all trippin' } { the good life slippin' away } - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - shit. nice time to say that... and that is obvious, but eh... hopefully he doesn't bite, virgil thought to himself as his eyes flickered away, himself tensing up then mentally freaking out when he heard the same vocie fo the guy they were talking about being on drugs.
"you are right. you do see things when you're on drugs,"
the blonde male looked over at him, then glared at his dog, as if to ask why zale didn't warn them of the year nine being there. his dog simply blinked then shrugged his shoulders before crawling up onto the sofa beside the blonde elite. the regular sighed mentally and looked at lizzy as the other blonde muttered something quietly, something that virgil couldn't hear, though lizzy seemed to be able to hear it, and she heard her say that she stayed up late a lot of the time. he blinked a couple of times, then sat back even more when the jock froze up, then let out a nervous laugh after repeating what he said only a few seconds ago.
"the damned shadows are dancing again."
he's hallucinating, virgil thought, noticing a siberian husky trot down the stairs and sit on the other boy's feet. "i'm not on drugs, if you wanted to know..." yeah fucking right! virgil wanted to shout, but he held himself back. there was an aura of danger around the older blonde, and virgil shuffled back a little as zale barked random nonsense that the canine whisperer couldn't decipher, though he didn't care. a flat feminine voice came from elizabeth, and the regular followed her gaze to look at the male's blue eyes. wait, weren't they bright purple earlier? a look of confusion floated upon the greek boy's face before it disappeared as he sat forward and whispered quietly, "you're hallucinati- dancing shadows?" virgil drew back as he looked down with an expression of thought on his face before he shrugged. he could never remember his dreams anyway. "anyway. you're hallucinating, that's what drugs make happen, er, keith," the year eight said the other boy's name with a questioning tone to it.
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Post by */ keith gray on Apr 14, 2010 18:59:49 GMT
{ so what if you can see } { the darkest side of me } { no one will ever change this animal i have become } - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "i stay up late a lot of the time."
you don't seem like a person to do that, the jock thought as he repeated himself after freezing up and flicking his gaze everywhere, eyes going a deep cerulean colour. when his dog came to sit on his feet, keith bent over a little and scratched the husky behind the ears, staring over at lizzy and virgil. he looked away, then back at them, blinking furiously as his suddenly tired vision acted up.
"anyway. you're hallucinating, that's what drugs make happen, er, keith,"
"i'm not on drugs. they. are. painkillers!" the blonde searched the pockets of his trousers before he pulled out a pack of tablets. "oxycontin is a painkiller. prescribed for the relief of moderate to severe pain! i get bucked off my horse a lot... into thorns!" keith suddenly twitched as he looked down, scratching his dog behind the ears again, then he suddenly stumbled to the side. "lightheadedness... now i'm tired. cecilllllll..." the blonde whined a bit before crouching down on the floor and hugging his dog, seemingly forgetting that the year eights were there. he turned his head towards them after a moment, his eyesight dimmed a bit. "i'll... see you whenever," his personality had changed. sudden anger to as cool as a cucumber. keith stood up, and walked up the stairs, leaving the two younger students in the common room, then whistled for his dog to follow. cecil ignored his master and trotted over to the kitchen, then trotted out with a dog chew in his mouth as he went back upstairs.
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